pain

I don't know how to survive this

I don't want to survive this l

Make it stop, make it end, I'm done. I'm tired. Please. Please.

I don't want to get better. 

I don't want to feel anything else. 

I'm panicking.

I don't want to look at a single screen

I want to scream until my throat bleeds, until I die

I don't want to do this anymore. 

Please. please, why won't you let this be over. 

Why won't you just let this end now.

Why does he have to be like that. Why does he have to be so damn fine while I'm here like this.